Should I be lucky with the friends that i have?

i have these 2 best friends in the whole world but we all have completely different personalities!! we are actually considered to be really popular in school and were all really pretty and really intelligent!! i also think that were all nice since we dont really spread rumors nor do we gossip. we talk about fun things. although were all pretty and intelligent im more of a fashionista and i really have a strong sense of justice!! im such a glutton (though i only weigh 47 kilos with my height as 5'3) people also say that im really dense when it comes to love!! probably because ive never experienced it and im usually very optimistic and i usually never give up. ok so my other friend (C) is cold and doesn't talk to people much except for me and N (my other best friend dont wanna mention names) and she can really see through people and she's also really clever!! she doesnt waste time in immature things at all and she's really rich but she doesn't really brag about herself. as for N she is so shy and soft-spoken i mean she really can't speak up to other people (good thing no one really bullies her) but she's nice and she can sometimes be a crybaby too!! she also tends to misunderstand things really easily she's also a very selfless person although that selflessness can get to trouble sometimes. not only do we have different personalities but we also seem to be linked with 3 guys that also have totally different personalities. those three guys are more like the really cool hot troublemakers in the school not caring what the teachers think especially their leader!! damn im so annoyed with him (J) always so rude to the teachers just because he's rich and donates a lot of money to the school and i dont see why people see him as really cool and a lot of girls like him damn he's just so annoying especially when he stole my first kiss UGHHH but somehow i care for him and my chest hurts for some reason wen people are against me going with him but i think he does care for me and since he usually saves me in some situations and im probably the only girl that he calls for by first name and for some reason he gets easily jealous when im with other guys (he used to call me ugly wen i was confronting him for his bad behaviour) but i do think that i showed kindness to him!! he's actually opened up a bit as for C's guy (M) he used to be a playboy he even bet on C once that he'll make him date her too bad since C doesn't waste her time on those things but then i don't know what happened but i think there was this condition that had something to do with me and N that she accepted the bet and then they started going out it's already been 6 months since they started dating!! but still M stopped his playboy ways honestly he would last like a week with a girl i think it's real love!! as for N's guy (L) he's really outgoing and friendly but sometimes can be a real prankster!! N and L are childhood friends and i CAN see that L likes N and N admitted to me that she likes L but i want them to confess to each other i dont wanna be the one to tell them so i try various ways to set them up together and both of them usually end up getting embarrassed (which is surprising for L since he opens up a lot to other people) finally after months of setting them up they confessed to each other and now they are officially dating. i dunno why but C sometimes calls me very slow and i always ask why but she just says nevermind and i dont think im slow in anything!! im very athletic N just laughs at the situation and just says that ill realize it soon and im like ill realize WHAT soon??