What should i do , about to graduate from college?

Life as a grown up sucks getting a job, losing a lot of leisure time, worrying about paying bills, taxes, and possibly mortgages, buying groceries, internet, computers, other appliances and etc. This is pretty much how life is for an adult. If you get married you'll have a wife, you'll have kids that you'll have to drive to school a lot. Sure they cute when they're young but when they're teenagers they get worse. You will have to wait until they're seniors or in university or college for them to mature enough. Sigh I wish I could be a kid again but that won't happen. You just have to take it like a man! You must endure! ... this sounds a little contradictory. bummed out tone in the beginning and this gung-ho tone at end. You just have to expect that there will be many disappointments in life emphasis on many.